I hate being bored and by myself. It does things to me. I start thinking of things I should and shouldn't. I don't know what it is about the brain that plays random scenarios in your head. It's a subconscious thing. It's like a battle — debate — between you and your subconscious mind and the subconscious seems to always win. So your pretty much screwed for the night
My subconscious mind is trying to tell me something and I don't think I wanna hear it. I'm stubborn.