Different Location, Same Stubborn Ass Ways! It Gets Worse!

We're moving! Do I honestly think things are going to change once we move into our new house? I say this in the most positive way. 'No.'

Things won't change. They will still be same people they are now just in a different location. They're still going do what they are doing now in the new home. Things will never change because they don't want to change.

I say this with utmost positive outlook. I'm oozing so much positivity it's ridiculous. I am positive that things will now get worse once we move.

But I won't be there for long to witness it. I have my own plans to rid myelf of these people.

If I Could Be Estranged, I Would Be Happy!

I understand I am not in the place to judge people, but I can observe and give an opinion. Though an opinion is like a judgement, but without a harsh outcome.

I can say a lot thing that would make the meanest person in the world or it could come out as me sounding like the biggest baby in the world. I don't really care what people will think.

If I could be estranged from my entire family. I would not mind. I will actually be happier. If I could wake up one morning and not see thier faces or hear their voices. I'm in my own home miles away from them. It would be a prayer answered.

Do I love my family? Yes. Do I want to be around them? No.

Sad isn't it?

I would be fine not having a relationship with them.

Reaching My Boiling Point With the Family

I have never in my life disliked my family. Never. I despise my family. I want out of this family. I wish I had a genie and I can be removed. One day I wake up and the only person I have in my life is my mother. This family is so... UUUUGGGGHHH!!! Backstabbers, liars, phony, evil, stupid, disrespectful and just done right wrong. They are weak and bunch of crybabies. I am to not have the Simmons/Turner/Robinson traits. I am PROUD to be a Johnson. I am proud to have my fathers blood in me. I am proud to have the Johnson traits inside of me. I don't baby the situation, I don't make big deals out of the smallest dumbest thing. I don't live in fear and paranoia. I care, but I know life and if it is meant to happen it will. No matter what. I truly wish that one day, when I leave I will never look back and I won't regret it. I hope and pray that day will come much sooner than later. Because I am tired of this shit.